My Life, My Thoughts, My....REALITY.

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Under Construction 1039: I am a working mother of 2 beautiful, smart and witty little girls. I enjoy motherhood, and I am dreading the day when I will have to let them go out on their own. I have been married for 11 years thus far to the father of my children. We were married very young. It has been a rocky road, but I have tried my best to hang in there. I recently rediscovered my faith, and I have been on a journey of self-discovery since then. It has been a struggle to get me to this point (and I am still not quite there), but God hasn't given up on me just yet. I have been searching for the past 2 years for how to deepen my relationship with God, which has also been a struggle..since I am a control freak (but what teacher isn't). I have taught for the past 5 years in various positions in the same district, but it is this last year that has pushed me over the edge. I am completely burnt out due to all the other stuff in education...I just want to teach. As I mentioned in several different places on my blog...I am searching for the meaning in my life and trying to figure out my what God's plan is for me.